(NSFW) Andi Elloway Interview: Starting Trouble and Shooting NudesWritten by Freddy Martinez
“Feeding on fever, down on all fours, show you all what a howl is for . . .”
A secret — I’ve only fallen in love with one woman. Although according to some poets, that’s already one third of all the hearts I’ll ever meet. When Hemingway was asked to explain when he wrote his best, he said it was only when he felt love. With love, sex. Sex hits like falling up to your greatest depth. Roberto Bolaño, knowing he’d die in a few years, wrote a story about this, about sex and, of course, love.
He told the story of Mexico City’s mother of all living poets. The sexed-up mother that falls in love, many times, then dies. But before she does, she has a vision of the world. In it, she sees all the dying children of Latin America marching to a great abyss, singing, though quiet and innocent, singing, though maddening and dismal, singing, for the briefest loves they had the chance to experience, all together falling for love.